Clay's Journal

Boy Fairy Picture

Tue, 28 Oct 2008 23:09:32 GMT

Ok. Here is another. I think this one is cute, but needs work. What are your opinions on what should be fixed?

One of my pictures - Frost by Moonlight

Tue, 28 Oct 2008 23:05:33 GMT

Ok. I have caved under pressure and will post a picture here. Tell me what you think. Constructive criticism too, please.

Happy Birthday!

Tue, 16 Sep 2008 19:50:22 GMT

Look! I checked my email!

Just wanted to say Happy Birthday to Ellen_the_snail.

Why hello strangers....

Tue, 06 May 2008 21:35:58 GMT

Wow......
I has been a REALLY long time since I got on here. No wonder I forgot my login name.

I have some pictures posted now on my Artzone account. I said I would post where to go look once I got them posted, so here goes.

http://artzone.daz3d.com/?Electric Lizard

I would REALLY love comments. Constructive criticism is a good thing. PLEASE?.....

Look, look, look!

Fri, 11 Jan 2008 15:54:33 GMT

See the icon I found! It is so adorable! I don't know who made it, but I love it.

Anyway, just wanted to share.

Interview

Sun, 06 Jan 2008 08:46:31 GMT

Ah..

I had an interview with Teva Pharmaceuticals in Mexico, MO. It was for a lab analyst position. They need another person to make sure the medicine made is correct before it is shipped out. It is basically quality control. Oh - the medicine is antibiotics like amoxicillin and cephlosporin.

Sounded interesting. Good pay, good reputation (the company), good benefits, etc. Everyone I met seemed nice and the work conditions didn't sound too bad.

I still have not got a call back though. I am thinking I have been passed over. SIGH.

I am still happy that the interview went much better than the last one I had. I have regained some confidence in myself. I am not so crazily nervous about getting an interview with some place now. Not like I was. I actually believe I can do a decent interview again.

: ) So even if I do not get the job, I got something from the experience.

Well, anyway. Talk later.

Post

Sun, 30 Dec 2007 08:06:42 GMT

Hello everyone. I read my messages and it seemed to indicate I had posted something recently.

????

Nothing interesting occurring here. Work.

Oh. I had an interview lately. It went okay. Don't know if I will get the job, but at least I didn't bomb it. I messed up slightly by interrupting someone (we tried to talk at the same time). We will see. It was just before Christmas, so I probably won't hear anything until the new year.

Well, anyway....

Hope you all had a good Christmas and don't forget to have a good New Year. Don't party too much - you don't want to start the new year sick, right.

BYE FOR NOW.

Passing of a friend. DON'T READ IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE!

Tue, 16 Oct 2007 20:55:11 GMT

My cat, Goober, died Sunday morning. She was around 16 years old. I got her as a half grown cat - from the pet store my Great Aunt Jo worked at. She reminded me of the cat I had recently lost to an automobile. I almost didn't choose her for that reason, but she was friendlier. SIGH. I miss her.

She had been sick for a few days and we had taken her to the vet on Friday. We were force feeding her water and food. She was really dehydrated. She hadn't gotten up for days, so I kinda expected it. I had long ago decided that putting her to sleep wasn't an option unless she is in a lot of pain and I had no help to give her. I knew she was in pain, but thought I could help. I was wrong. She had a seizure, I think. She stopped breathing. I could see her tongue moving in the attempt to breathe, but couldn't figure out what to do about it. I could see her heart still beating. She basically suffocated. It was pretty awful.

I am handling it by not thinking about it much. Plus it was kinda expected. And I was there for it. I would have felt worse if she had died alone. I hope she wasn't too scared. I like to think she was relieved. It makes me feel better.

Anyway. So that is why I am depressed / sad.

And to top it off, I had to finish a presentation that day. I couldn't even allow myself to wallow in sadness for more than a few hours. Now I can't really get that back. Once it is off, it is off. SIGH. I feel like I let her down by getting over it so easily.

Ok. That is enough now. I will post if any other incredibly important things happen in my life that I feel like sharing.

Bye bye.

first post by sporky

Fri, 17 Aug 2007 02:13:49 GMT

lookin' good ^__^