Clay's · Journal

Just wanted to say Happy Birthday to Ellen_the_snail.

Current Location:	Sister's house - where else would I check email?
Current Mood:	amused
Current Music:	Happy Birthday to you...

I have some pictures posted now on my Artzone account. I said I would post where to go look once I got them posted, so here goes.

http://artzone.daz3d.com/?Electric Lizard

I would REALLY love comments. Constructive criticism is a good thing. PLEASE?.....

Current Mood:

embarrassed

Anyway, just wanted to share.

Ah..

I had an interview with Teva Pharmaceuticals in Mexico, MO. It was for a lab analyst position. They need another person to make sure the medicine made is correct before it is shipped out. It is basically quality control. Oh - the medicine is antibiotics like amoxicillin and cephlosporin.

Sounded interesting. Good pay, good reputation (the company), good benefits, etc. Everyone I met seemed nice and the work conditions didn't sound too bad.

I still have not got a call back though. I am thinking I have been passed over. SIGH.

I am still happy that the interview went much better than the last one I had. I have regained some confidence in myself. I am not so crazily nervous about getting an interview with some place now. Not like I was. I actually believe I can do a decent interview again.

: )  So even if I do not get the job, I got something from the experience.

Well, anyway. Talk later. 

Current Mood:	cheerful
Current Music:	Humming Jingle Bells - Just for Jenn and Joe

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Nothing interesting occurring here. Work. 

Oh. I had an interview lately. It went okay. Don't know if I will get the job, but at least I didn't bomb it. I messed up slightly by interrupting someone (we tried to talk at the same time). We will see. It was just before Christmas, so I probably won't hear anything until the new year.

Well, anyway....

Hope you all had a good Christmas and don't forget to have a good New Year. Don't party too much - you don't want to start the new year sick, right.

BYE FOR NOW.

Current Mood:

rushed

She had been sick for a few days and we had taken her to the vet on Friday. We were force feeding her water and food. She was really dehydrated. She hadn't gotten up for days, so I kinda expected it. I had long ago decided that putting her to sleep wasn't an option unless she is in a lot of pain and I had no help to give her. I knew she was in pain, but thought I could help. I was wrong. She had a seizure, I think. She stopped breathing. I could see her tongue moving in the attempt to breathe, but couldn't figure out what to do about it. I could see her heart still beating. She basically suffocated. It was pretty awful. 

I am handling it by not thinking about it much. Plus it was kinda expected. And I was there for it. I would have felt worse if she had died alone. I hope she wasn't too scared. I like to think she was relieved. It makes me feel better.

Anyway. So that is why I am depressed / sad.

And to top it off, I had to finish a presentation that day. I couldn't even allow myself to wallow in sadness for more than a few hours. Now I can't really get that back. Once it is off, it is off. SIGH. I feel like I let her down by getting over it so easily.

Ok. That is enough now. I will post if any other incredibly important things happen in my life that I feel like sharing.

Bye bye.
 

Current Mood:

depressed